8/13/2003

9th and Olympic - Scribbling

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scribbling on the wall with a Sharpie scribbling one word no two words and the question subject is rejected stay out no one is allowed in this hotel lobby except guests: on the stairs leading to the door at foot level shiny shoes and slender heels walk by tennis shoes walk by it’s distance it’s close it’s persistent not then is it those things these that someone will call out without effect scribbling again the sharpie is flattened shifted to the left writing to the right side begin to open into a gated area where luggage stands waiting for luggage carriers damp crackers don’t crack chewing is reduced swallowing is easier: the devil pops out of the wall above the scribbles lecturing begins delay not begin grasping quit not survival lease it out take a condo in West Hollywood move in ice box dry ice vented for high summer temperatures the holding is lost around arms that were there reaching down pouring forth reaching up clinging to the little finger the nails, “oh they’re painted yellow reversible purple,” shiny is this a specified emotion feeling being communicated through a thirteen year old scratch it out scratch it out scratch scratch somewhere on Olympic the smell of Thai seasoning rises

devil pops out of the wall above the scribbles lecturing don’t crack chewing is reduced swallowing is easier: the out take a condo in West Hollywood move in ice box dry ice begins delay not begin grasping quit not survival lease it around arms that were there reaching down pouring forth vented for high summer temperatures the holding is lost they’re painted yellow reversible purple,” shiny is this a reaching up clinging to the little finger the nails, “oh thirteen year old scratch it out scratch it out scratch specified emotion feeling being communicated through a rises scratch somewhere on Olympic the smell of Thai seasoning no two words and the question subject is rejected stay out scribbling on the wall with a Sharpie scribbling one word stairs leading to the door at foot level shiny shoes and no one is allowed in this hotel lobby except guests: on the it’s close it’s persistent not then is it those things slender heels walk by tennis shoes walk by it’s distance again the sharpie is flattened shifted to the left writing these that someone will call out without effect scribbling luggage stands waiting for luggage carriers damp crackers to the right side begin to open into a gated area where

8/07/2003

9th and Olympic – Buicks

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the buicks driving by are singing singing into each other into each tire spinning singing and spinning the base of each street light is darker than the area a foot above the base each area above the base glows glows blue fog rolls off the top of the poles and spills spills down into the street enveloping the singing buicks the spinning spinning tires back wash the condensation and each buick becomes a rocket engine floating floating over the road the buicks driving by are singing singing into each others ears driving by are singing singing into each others ears rocket engine floating floating over the road the buicks tires back wash the condensation and each buick becomes a street enveloping the singing buicks the spinning spinning off the top of the poles and spills spills down into the each street light is darker than the area a foot above the into each tire spinning singing and spinning the base of the buicks driving by are singing singing into each other

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buicks that lead close is singing singing in one to in each singing that it rotates of the tire and to rotate the base of each light of street is darker than intensely shines the area on the foot on the base that shines intensely each area on the base blue fog falls the cover of posts and the spillings are spilled down in the street that surrounds buicks singing the tires that rotate that they rotate behind wash the condensation and each buick becomes a floating flotation of the space motor on the way buicks that leads close are singing to sing in each others the ears that lead close are singing singing in each others the floating flotation of the space motor of the ears on the way the tires of buicks behind wash the condensation and each buick becomes a street surrounding buicks singing doing to turn that it rotates of the cover of posts and of the spillings is spilled down in the each light of street is darker than the area on the foot on in each singing that rotates of the tire and to rotate the base of buicks that leads close it is singing singing in one

8/06/2003

12 Months on 7th - 12

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be relative rather that one or the other one more stab at ending a habit that walks away toward Olympic counts souvenirs plastic bottles bags aluminum cans molding into flat plates a map a route H has taken many times walking stopping laughing loudly and speaking to the wall the building wall the entrance that says "no entrance today maybe tomorrow get a badge," but badges aren't anywhere I go no stores no pharmacies no cats gagging on saltine crackers the privilege or do you say "presence?" one or this one H is thinking a shower bottled water maybe 'soap' getup and into a falling water flowing "are you connected by blood?" soap and dirt remember those literary criticism classes? The questions flow down the street and sink into the 'big' hole to San Pedro did this did that that did this and (like in good novels) 'suddenly' the scene changes and suddenly H is in a room 20 dollars a night don't focus on the big picture just look down at the night stand table 4 bottles (small) of vodka 3 bottles of tequila 2 bottles of jack daniel's 1 bottle of aquavit all single shot bottles let's mix and match: back down on the cement someone is sleeping under a blue tarp no thinking but dreaming about eating ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah someone maybe 'you' does the speaking props up the intellectual thoughts (oh, ideas) Plato got stuck in the mud in/out in/out and onward walking along looking over the curb into the drain plastic bags on the brick sidewalk. Mr. Suitcases has found a grassy area by the 3rd Street tunnel

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be relative something that one or another one plus a stab in finishing a habit that walks far

towards the plastic bottles of the Olympic memories of the accounts packs the tins of aluminum which they mold in

the flat plates a map that a route H has often taken that walked stopping to laugh in a high voice and speaking to the wall the wall of the building the entrance goes that that says entered the? no it obtains perhaps tomorrow a currency today? But aren't of currencies anywhere no warehouses no pharmacies no cats that gag ignition skips cakes the privilege or you dice "presence" or H is thinking of "soap about

skillful bottle of the water perhaps" getup and are that flows of the water that falls that you connected by blood? the soap and the dirt remember those literary classes of the critic: The questions flow under the street and they sink in a big hole to San Pedro did this did

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one that did this and (like in good novels) "suddenly" the scene changes and H is suddenly in a room 20 dollars a center of don't suddenly at night in the right glance of the great

picture down in the bottles of the table the support at night (small) bottles of the tequila vodka 2 bottles of daniel's of the cat one single bottle of aquavit that all the bottles of the shot are mixed and

which they match: the back part down in the cement somebody is sleeping under tarp blue no thought but dreaming over eating ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah somebody questions "you" it makes the supports of speech upon the

intellectual thoughts (oh, ideas) that Plato in/out obtained to patch in the mud in/out and forwards walking throughout watching on the street one in the plastic purses of one in the sidewalk of the brick. Mr. Suitcases has found a grassy area by the 3rd tunnel of the street

8/05/2003

12 Months on 7th - 11

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Watching stairs Then abandoning This is how the Narrative thought Details can be Little pieces pebbles Discerned the Thrown by tires Structure present Little pop eyes Pulling out an Pebbles talking Orange, "oh metaphor Chattering saying For terra" stairs "I picked up a bottle Lead the blind of wine this morning." To the ideas the After waking up. So Newspaper coverage Many drunken pebbles

No underwear these shorts are all that exist along with a t-shirt and old Nike's a cane and Converse hat leaning over breathing heavily cigarette in mouth delivering a nickel a dime a nickel a nickel to ride sitting "How are you?" was a telepathic 'hello' another person looks expectantly at: write a short note that describes the staircase... up, up, up "you" the big "I" that removes pieces of fingers severed by sums "stupid movie" oh shirt do "you" the I that inhabits this page grasp the ending of the movie?

8/03/2003

12 Months on 7th - 10

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getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup count them twenty four five people here count them talking talking to each other other incessantly talking getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup pages of a magazine ripped out and dropped covering the floor the entry way the entrance the stair way leading in getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup

8/01/2003

12 Months on 7th - 9

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Blinding yellow light Hands hands grappling Gray faces through Closed eyes Through ripping Cloth through ...E's barely conscious, "see those?" Oxygen mask taped down "see Those?" Shoes off disinfectant hands Hands "See these Open wounds?" Figueroa is empty now no Cars none Walking head dead Package under the left arm Newpapers under the right taken Earlier in the Morning while Looking for money for breakfast While waiting While the "It's Simply not Ok to steal from others." The big face Said while waiting Tucking the package behind the Tire of A parked Honda Civic with Orange green Trim while waiting Sitting forward fingers wrapped around His neck to Stop talking To stop Blood flow to Stop the catapults from firing To stop The rock hurled Over the high walls into Stop the invading the ones Who don't stop Who stop Flashlights waving flares burning while Waiting while Waiting while blind

7/31/2003

12 Months on 7th - 8

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working off the fat of the last hundred years is hard. H has to stop and read each sign that comes to him. the buses are harder to read the repetition though finally announces the subject never does it change until one morning another sign has replaced not z, y, x ever or find a plasma tv in a store window (usually it's just alluded) take a prone state and watch silently for hours or minutes or seconds. his coat sleeve is torn around the buttons (watching the hole) loose threads single gray brown black blue from the hole a head appears big white teeth laughing jerking around, "take the signifier, apple," the face is bright red and disappears through the front door all is silent except for the occasional bus or car take the preposition and place it in the can take a verb and drop it after a name: two big feet seeing nothing but staying still a halo glows from the window

7/30/2003

12 Months on 7th - 7

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"can each part be as important?" H is reading the L.A. Times opinion section from from from 2 weeks ago, ago. "can each word be..." H looks up at the 7th Galleria, "is it whole?" forget it. stamped on the, stamped on the sidewalk, stamped on the sidewalk is a Che Guevara silhouette. two buses roll by (what subject?) to South Park Staples Center and on, on and the flies hover overhead waiting to land circling waiting for the grammar to correct itself waiting for the punctuation to end and reappear as if: they… the period, comma, exclamation, quotation marks would cross the street to be with the downtown library. oh shit! up the street a man is walking fast eyes furiously looking for a slow walker one walker with a wallet. CRASSSHHH! "oh, sorry." And on down the cement walking path he went H gets up and turns around

7/29/2003

12 Months on 7th - 6

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W can't tie his shoes this morning no bending no reaching no one to hear what is written "oh at odds," identity and the walking up the street footstep after footstep, "what do you do with it," now isn't interesting enough for a remembered breakfast in St. Louis or Peoria – OK remember all that no one is really behind it all: the temperature has dropped 10 degrees you can't do this well and do another better drop it in a trash can think it can be learned the technique and good 'god' work at it over and over and over

7/28/2003

12 Months on 7th - 5

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one being the two being again one then following street lights standing 500 meters apart (not L.A. language) the bus driver pulls over the doors open looking ahead after looking at her watch the same subject and people: pardonable acts on the staircase blanket martyr man walking in open toed shoes asking for nothing not nothing to ask for to begin the stop watch and stop it as if going to the end was a knowledgeable knowing all not all anyway self conscious impression mirrored in the restaurant windows faces looking back amid the others "is it impression really, or the need to know?"

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one that is both that they are again lights of a street of following that are stopped 500 meters of separated (L.A non-language.) the pulls of the driver of the bus on the doors the same subject and people open to anticipate after watching its clock: the acts pardonable in the stairs cover the man with martyr that walks in the shoes touched with the end of the foot open which they do not request anything nothing not to request to begin the shutdown clock and to stop it as if going to the end or it was informed knowing all not all anyway reflected conscious impression of the one same one in the faces of the windows of the restaurant which they seemed back in the middle of others "is the impression really it, or the necessity to know"