7/21/2003

Alpine at Grand

3

Screaming again Backed into a Doorway blackness dark night and Screaming louder again No sleeping a version truth Some praise Grand version of Truth one that is never Reached just Space (inner) a Story about the lack of Available light drawn Lost irrelevant suffering Acquired through… Time is defined in decades Third to fourth the deeds Change from words To actions Divided between known Anger driving through the street Red black Thoughts reeling over over in Deflecting verbal continuity Screaming against The darkness stillness A car Hits a fire hydrant water Gushing fifty Feet high next To a street lamp water Creating a Shadow on the sidewalk and Street the car Is gone no One arrives It’s time for a shower Clothes off quickly washing washing Stop screaming stop Itching so

7/20/2003

Alpine Street at Grand

2

"Fuck me" The words rise And fall into a hole Single view double view one Eye blind The perspective trips Over the... walking Back then again forth to The sam' Corner fly’s Following my arms Babbling, "Fuck me, fuck you." Point to front right tires Those cars stopped The light Changes and the Thought is gone with the Vehicle the Vehicle the Cup it In your hand "Selected information" facts Say them if Promote them if you if “You promised you did” if Canaan meets my eyes if Capacity reaches if "Fuck me" will note that this isn't Pornography but the imagination in... Eager minds to learn if Subject noun "Oh love poems" I love Them they make... Cross the street yes again Cross the street around yes Reaching into a Pocket for some change a Quarter maybe a Dime who Who has dimes? "Fuck me" Corner crossed

7/19/2003

Alpine Street at Grand

1

Fatty matter Pearly smoky growing Light passing contact that sits Feeling the weight The over Belt hanging sun that's setting Peeing again this time on The grass against The tall Plants vary Then sit Stomach at attention Tie a loop Of rope is This gaining access? Keeping Possessions secret from you? that Esophagus around the basket handle Fearfully forced Into a parting Neck line Ceased and stopped Begun pushed Across by thumbs Is it Disdain? The pages flip over Stop at sketching Yellow grass Within the last time week That isn’t concise to turning The doorknob and entering thrown Confused you that Larynx sounding rough Take this the Distress the Substance the Regret but No guilt you Say "humiliation is How commitment is Gauged in equity." Oyster shining shrinking You can Smell the rotten acuteness in Vertical alpine meadows reach up Openly take out the blanket

7/18/2003

4th and Wall

6

from 4th and Wall walking to Crocker past San Pedro past it's language spell or letter it and ask anyone if and why they understand it "Do you?" the reader, are you really reading these words and if so "Do you really give a shit?" what does syntax and meaning mean to you? anything? do you understand "signifiers?"

the train from Fontana derailed in Commerce "oh we were hungry." do you know what an artifact is? and do you really... an eye on the ground one in the air deception, reality words from the LA Times

7/17/2003

4th and Wall

5

the temperature is lower in the alleys lower even here but it's Santa Monica only low clouds June weather June weather warming up Wilshire Blvd toward La Brea sings out of stores out of clothing stores:

since having all toes removed walking is a breeze a free feeling tonight the drinks will flow flowing into your mouth into your thoughts "Is this your house?"

Can I park my car? Where do you know me from and why? A person a man a woman a full time bitch car salesman beggar fearful husband pre-owned and proud loser of fortunes stand up and take you're fucking clothes off it's a prize some wish

for wish for then forget wish for then forget

7/16/2003

4th and Wall

4

put some glasses on read a so many sounds ears back forward nose sniffing the air in figure it round it well out someone in black with badges rides by and points to the left a cement mixer stops and several people walk around waiting taking tubes and attaching them to a long line take one moment express a feeling express a noticeable feeling scratch those sun spots those teary eyes that don’t focus would you be able to see if this Minnesota garden left you blind and debilitated with multiple sclerosis are we confused you and me walking back and forth

4th and Wall

3

Over the paunch Chain link fence surrounds the Sidewalk there At the freeway entrance Pasadena Time tide Waiting cut off Chain link Fence “When all Stitches sew the sentence up.” Up where? Between the One meter Steps of poured Concrete: in. We are such crap… yielding Capital ethic working The ‘in’ service Of some rising Material function faith That rings With salvation “Ah! Yes” idealism OK! Run With blocks Of bricks stacked one upon. Do you really capture this Essence panorama? Are expressing a truth? Are you? Rough winds higher Up around the building roof (tops) See the clouds Then breathe Notice the roses Decoding meaning within a two By four square along side Your thoughts

7/14/2003

4th and Wall

2

Drooling in the Drivel under the pillow putting The past Into parallel with the next Day present "Don't read it This way." One eye on The sky the other closed: Watching red Spots waving While spinning In a bathtub Whirl pool This brought back some wound Repeated cycles that "Lean over, Head in the Street." It Could contain Injustice shared over Uncertain Christ Like tendencies To dream up pain separation A soul lost a cold... "Just drivel" Laid on the table in No real Order bound to Doubt, just looping back again The newspaper said 'confluence' it Read one Eye open it Reached into a Pocket pulling out a fresh Band aid

7/13/2003

4th and Wall

1

Touch me then Place a towel over my Eyes; two Eyes that M knows in Watching the Reflection, -spection to Where W Waits while balancing M does the same, too Function words Place holders Wall Street 4th Street yet No bank Ing, no ATM touch me Then W vomits Two legs Waiting, the street Holds asphalt M does The same also Sewing jeans First floor Touch me again since you Pulled a shirt on over Pronounce it "Patterns from a Miles Davis" Catalogue Creeley In a box Turn it over and look The tube slippery walls hands Hanging sliding Falling down again First splendor seen Airless horizon smoke valley, too River moves Then we touch The towel hides us again Closed eyes

7/10/2003

E Riding the Crane

4

Pictures of loved ones, a son, a daughter. Eight and nine Dresser full of socks and underwear, mothers old wedding Ring. Sit up for a young bastard outside you look "Rejecting Everything in meter, but you can't lose meter," condemned Younger than you, you say

Stagger up The basis A flight of The base Stairs each The true thing One an inch 'Edmund out' Higher or 'Edgar in' Lower de Please take Pending on This land Eyesight Back take Yours that This letter

Unbuttons your shirt unbuttons your pants you won't fall From this height you know the steel that is being built Overlooking it: lights swing up words fly up Misunderstood.