7/31/2003

12 Months on 7th - 8

8

working off the fat of the last hundred years is hard. H has to stop and read each sign that comes to him. the buses are harder to read the repetition though finally announces the subject never does it change until one morning another sign has replaced not z, y, x ever or find a plasma tv in a store window (usually it's just alluded) take a prone state and watch silently for hours or minutes or seconds. his coat sleeve is torn around the buttons (watching the hole) loose threads single gray brown black blue from the hole a head appears big white teeth laughing jerking around, "take the signifier, apple," the face is bright red and disappears through the front door all is silent except for the occasional bus or car take the preposition and place it in the can take a verb and drop it after a name: two big feet seeing nothing but staying still a halo glows from the window

7/30/2003

12 Months on 7th - 7

7

"can each part be as important?" H is reading the L.A. Times opinion section from from from 2 weeks ago, ago. "can each word be..." H looks up at the 7th Galleria, "is it whole?" forget it. stamped on the, stamped on the sidewalk, stamped on the sidewalk is a Che Guevara silhouette. two buses roll by (what subject?) to South Park Staples Center and on, on and the flies hover overhead waiting to land circling waiting for the grammar to correct itself waiting for the punctuation to end and reappear as if: they… the period, comma, exclamation, quotation marks would cross the street to be with the downtown library. oh shit! up the street a man is walking fast eyes furiously looking for a slow walker one walker with a wallet. CRASSSHHH! "oh, sorry." And on down the cement walking path he went H gets up and turns around

7/29/2003

12 Months on 7th - 6

6

W can't tie his shoes this morning no bending no reaching no one to hear what is written "oh at odds," identity and the walking up the street footstep after footstep, "what do you do with it," now isn't interesting enough for a remembered breakfast in St. Louis or Peoria – OK remember all that no one is really behind it all: the temperature has dropped 10 degrees you can't do this well and do another better drop it in a trash can think it can be learned the technique and good 'god' work at it over and over and over

7/28/2003

12 Months on 7th - 5

5

one being the two being again one then following street lights standing 500 meters apart (not L.A. language) the bus driver pulls over the doors open looking ahead after looking at her watch the same subject and people: pardonable acts on the staircase blanket martyr man walking in open toed shoes asking for nothing not nothing to ask for to begin the stop watch and stop it as if going to the end was a knowledgeable knowing all not all anyway self conscious impression mirrored in the restaurant windows faces looking back amid the others "is it impression really, or the need to know?"

5.1

one that is both that they are again lights of a street of following that are stopped 500 meters of separated (L.A non-language.) the pulls of the driver of the bus on the doors the same subject and people open to anticipate after watching its clock: the acts pardonable in the stairs cover the man with martyr that walks in the shoes touched with the end of the foot open which they do not request anything nothing not to request to begin the shutdown clock and to stop it as if going to the end or it was informed knowing all not all anyway reflected conscious impression of the one same one in the faces of the windows of the restaurant which they seemed back in the middle of others "is the impression really it, or the necessity to know"

7/27/2003

12 Months on 7th - 4

4

incrustation around the lid of the peanut butter jar empty fixed in character variable in extent pointing north dash board compass saying "supernatural events influenced by..." to the naked (no glasses, lenses, laser cuts) eye pulled by the thirteenth letter of the alphabet – surrender get down on your knees and kiss the cement (imagine the dirt below) dream about a cocktail from the fifties remember? The electric train went to Corona went to Long Beach:

4.1

incrustation around to the premises of the specified protection of the emptiness of the bottle of character of the peanut in the 0 variables of the letter in the width, of that has the reference that the compass of the north of the cover of the warning of the introduction interested of directed "supernatural of the cases... (the crystals of glass, are against, cut to him of the laser) with the luminous eye cocktail of marked years 50, the end to remember if of tenth letter three of the transmission of the extensions of the alphabet for deeply inside his nose and covered the glue ideal (the dirt for smoothly is I use fact), ignited? the course that the electrical worker was to the crown was to regulate the length in the beach:

4.2

incrustation around to the premises of the specified protection of the emptiness of the bottle of character of the peanut in the 0 variables of the letter in the width, of that has the reference that the compass of the north of the cover of the warning of the introduction interested of directed "supernatural of the cases... (the crystals of glass, are against, cut to him of the laser)with the luminous eye cocktail of marked years 50, the end to remember if of tenth letter three of the transmission of the extensions of the alphabet of for deeply inside his nose of and covered the of glue ideal of (the dirt for smoothly of is I use fact), of ignited? the course that of the electrical worker was to the crown of was to regulate the length of in the beach:

4.3

incrustation of protection of of width, of north of interested of crystals of. with the of end of: transmission of inside of smoothly of electrical of length of

7/26/2003

12 Months on 7th - 3

3

The bed is Centered against the forward wall A toilet A lavatory cold water only A window Above the porcelain Wooden floor No rug single bed directly Across from a Door north Picture hanging to the left Low drawers east No landscape not Interior either as no cycle Or imitation Before now Cement floors bars a bench Low ceiling twelve Others staring into each others Eyes waiting for Movement waiting To go Forget this Smell to Forget this waiting To walk away to walk The room is Four floors is Up stairs musty smell is Another scent is The memory beauty Is once enjoyed Once repelling once Remembered once A spiritual experience an agreement (a dead angel fallen once) The pigeons come in the window Shitting all Over the room Plastic sheeting covers the bed Only for sleeping All else Is layered by years by Dust in those layers by Remnants of moisture in lines The pigeons come in the window Shitting all Over the room Plastic sheeting covers the bed Only for sleeping All else Is layered by years by Dust in those layers by Remnants of moisture in lines

7/25/2003

12 Months on 7th - 2

2

the clouds are never puffy here haze on a complete layer of flat gray clouds lays over 7th beat the sidewalk with an old broken umbrella black and torn they say "terror" when walking the stopped escalator it's strife when the huge fountain is stopped it's lies when the doors are closed and locked it's vengeance when the spotlight and booming voice (speaker) awakes you at 5am: throw a rock and it misses no one notices "get up and go to the Mission." intemperance when pulled into county jail and let go at 3am to walk seven blocks altercation with the staffing sergeant about the lost blanket the bag of cans the fear that invites exhilaration the hardening and tension the fingers temples battle screaming alternating "they are assholes, you are a mother fucking scum shit face," please forget the murder the son against the mother

7/24/2003

12 Months on 7th - 1

1

walking in from Commerce, after riding the train in from Fontana. Cold June early morning. Kerouac is dead, Ginsburg, Neal/Dean, oh fuck even Burroughs... but not Ashbery, Ferlinghetti, Strand – forgot Bowles dead – the map of the unloving/unborn unfolds. a critic asks, "do you care about the time line?" well (long drawl) does it all happen in sequence? Or in parallel sequential waves?

7/23/2003

Pico and Olympic

The corners are curved here with access to the street for handicapped persons. Step the wrong way and you will have a sprained ankle and then be handicapped. Remember to aim for the middle of the ramp and bounce up as you hit the lip of the slightly raised curb; you will glide over and onto the sidewalk with ease. Beware of your speed at this point, you may be going to fast and might endanger others and yourself. Drop it into first gear quickly and brake. Look around before:

Your sides Split with laughter No walking here While watching the news Your sides Ache from laughter No walking here Split with laughter Watching the walking trip Stay away from doors Watch the walking fall Stay away from windows Watch the walking crawl Stay away from stairs

The contrast from ten = explaining – (talking x silence) Forget the equation(s): pull forward and park Drop the anchor Call out for Rum

‘The tears of love Flow down my face Creases of skin spread The water’s flow To the corners of my mouth Where it spits away from my head Slapping you in the face, The Red Rose Of Love, the thorns slicing your Arms as you (they) draw away in pain’

The brightness from nine = silence + (explaining / talking) Click on the calculator: reach for the sparkling water Reach for the lemon wedge Step on the accelerator Spin around Tightly

Struggling around Dropping bread Unsteady and crying From a bag Watching the pigeons To the ground Pecking pecking pecking Pecking pecking pecking Watch the pigeons peck Knock on the windows Watching the pigeons eat Knock on the doors Watching the pigeons land On the stairs

7/22/2003

Alpine Street at Grand cont.

4

They say "This Is Alpine Street," they say It because It is A DWP truck Rolls up to the corner Rolls to a stop: while While while "So you see" That is Grand No one is allowed to Pee pee On Grand Exposed these words A deception Water gushing upward No one Saying it's gushing The play "the word" sincerity Drop it Internalize it while it is Dropping dried snot Wisdom past Erinnyes speaking through Bad teeth Good wrath clean water beautiful Bodies locked Together turkey sandwich Tortillas beans rice coffee cream Dreams that followed me talking Incessantly evaporation that Turns the Street the Walls into the Words reflected by images Hepburn Driving the point on the 18th following into 19th never Watching only acting never impulsive Always impulsive in Details in lower Case words so You see This is Alpine street