q.14..5..2
"honey, across the street" waving "Hi!"
another out come "count'em"
"coming over tonight?" huh? but
hair within bandage finger to
eyeball point less up eye brow for
destined bothering "journeyed"
thru tranquil "oh fuck, you based
it on," calumniate (tion)
"hey, Hi!" waving cannot be "saw't"
carrying brick to bricks
to birth (to) and scraping ability
by "by" objective (less)
laxative viewed(ing) patting
(padding by) sounds opposite H's [thought]
coupling viewed instead returning
"shit's irony, shits" despaired it unless
actual matters convinces "by, by"
'dote 'solute rendering two appearing
clearly plus possible away things
currently past mind to come
sentiment point can "oh, you write
internals, and" step up
stair facing in away door out
"I've been standing around"
all day here all "about to blow up" 'phoira E's
hand rail (slowly involves principle
as sounds) slide "gonna pick
me up?" toward intact particle
'dears' feeling memesis (d) (s)
10/06/2004
10/05/2004
p.4.1.5
"do you think they got it all?" cigarette hand brown and black
waited paper in hand "it's a big lump" window mirror
distorted presented outside considered useless one story more cup full
choking vomit on awaken E's about "helpless forces" another hidden
distort eyes widen "they got it all?" layer & layer
speak bursting candies "peach & strawberry" 'ware ness collapse "gotten
all" bringing (ing it) sorption worldly lation imulus (tial) fond
confronting (nothing?) "being isolation" being rec cog nized peaches 'dies
confront not (objects floating in streets metaphor) pullout another sentence:
"but why am I?" ('daires) but tryings strawberry (isolation) ones
E's toes (updown) tapping fingers end pointing "pull those
up!" down once as isolation two powered greater by three
'adored baby' "someone's duty to" relent (soften) amount ing repeat
"even another toe tapper, but once is" vomiting motion left
"toes a tappin'!" back ended scenic what send'd a tappin'!
"do that you think that all?" had started it brown and black waited paper
"it's disposed hand cigarette one lump" great the mirror window distorted the
presented external part considered history that useless vomit blocking full cup
awaken on E's on forces "helpless hidden others" distort the eyes widen "they had
started all?" to it layer & layer speaks blowing up "peach & strawberry" candies
collapse of ness 'ware "gotten all" bringing (ing it) to become attached (tial)
worldly imulus lation sorption (nothing) isolation "being to be cog" rec nized
peaches that 'dies not (objects that floats metaphor streets) pullout one
another sentence: "but because am I?" ('daires) but strawberry tryings (insulation)
ones E's toes (updown) the extremity beating fingers pointing "pull that one up!"
for low a time as greater insulation two powered for three 'adored baby' to "duty of"
someone's relent (softer) repeat an amount "even one another beat finger
foot, but a time one is" toes left movement vomiting "one tappin'!" back part
finished scenic that send'd one tappin'!
9/30/2004
o.5.4.1
head leg chest arm (s) bumps
skin "scratch'em off" that
obstacle consist (lot parking
between) closed chained placed along "pale'd
face" O rubs big toe [identity]
whiskered leg head self'd
meaning ending stopped (lighted)
caught "little thing that runs around"
open 'pressive chest & arm whether
'coherent isn't once cancer
'd one growing out 'visible (ly)
taped [mouse] shifting visible
"in love" and bound division love'dem
framed ing in
head loving side door is barred
[sentence to questioning] 'order
'urden of back 'argins "love to tell,
this is a
substitute" reason urged out love's
measure'd one meter crossed in
smell poured concrete fresh (sand)y
fogged windows ground level
"my left foot came off last night
and hopped away,
hopped away" (time again) steps
down to metro [riding to
Pershing Square] 'anguage peddled it 'tology in results "hopping away, hopping away" unenclosure focus 'sult regretting "it's temper, frail temper"
9/29/2004
n.5.4
that's embrace bent back luckier clarity raised curved bad fortune
pulling "further down, away" marked normal amounts ticket drop through
disease [encircle'd pleasure infest quick] climbing four legs fence (over)
situate hope less 'cipation ants dead bird chance loss (t)
of product (of) "it's too vague Jack, it's vague just"
embraced accident (icon) played pointed (less 'cessive profit'd eating peanuts
bread sliced turkey (cold slaw) sharp cheddar cheap cabernet "emerging
out the door the gun man hunched over" (get out
and eat) currents hands to fondness around movable eyelids "amour"
idol (bluegreenred) 'bivalent 2nd story windows turned out four inches
'cessive embraced passion(ing) "I'm sorry" 'this space' 'mobile N's heart
thump breath artery to street/walking cheek to window(s) dead timed
to meet "dash to use" raising over the floor now
hand to face 'sease dismantled "ownership is empower" mented squared
'fested fully stretched arms nose eyes to window 'peeking' forced
9/28/2004
m.5.2.1.3.7.9
"coma's done" bladder's empty this cart change small can under the box of shorts/t-shirts "can't find the yellow jacket hole"
row of ten cans (oil now dirt) "Denny's eggs and bacon" stretched and blue tarp "it came and was over
after two days" grinning floating (sunglass) body dropping dead th(rough)
direct pervade (two by four by six) stop straining "time to go home, bro?" (ly) bottle on his right bags
left bandage left toe "the meditator has a choice" fist 'fectious where quantity and bottle 'alance size achieved 'whelming weight
marking relation possible stable ships hearer concentration razor strips delicately
"intensified interest" foot drag arm swing head turn stop (six by 4 by 5) objects shift as awareness stop head
turn drag foot swing "put those eyes back in your head" questioning look passed before
speaking smiling possible not experience not street not six by 2 by 3 feet
done coma's bladder's "can't empty this small can change car under the box wing of shorts/t-shirts hole" yellow covering row ten eggs and bacon cans (oil dirt) now "Denny's" it strained and blue tarp came after on days "two, smiling the body floating (sunglass)" that it leaves to fall th(rough) inoperative direct pervade (two for four for six) stopped that strains "time to go for house, bro?" the bottle (ly) in its left meditator "the finger foot bandage left right bags one choice" fist 'fectious where the amount size bottle 'alance had obtained possible steady razor concentration hearer ships relation marking weight 'whelming peels delicate "intensified interest" straining return head rocking arm drag foot (six for 4 5) for objects dislocates as "put that rocking foot drag return head slump conscience those eyes support in head" the look questioning passed before talkative possible street not smiling not six experience not for 2 for 3 feet
9/23/2004
9/22/2004
j.5.2.1.3.7
on a bench in 'transit plaza' napping "one rape two rape
three rape four" stairwell down grounded the dash driver said
"this is my ten minute break, you'll have to wait"
ten minutes unable to forgive principle'd the 'inary plead ing
excluding self awareness settled body holding 'nomenom rare penis trust
ing altruistic (ally) "yours, liking?" as if remains charged 'lution (d)
'istoring 'itched pale "his long silences, slipping, I think" backed
(seeing angels) that is LAPD pitched between lunch and dinner
smoothing a contra (furry) soothed apparent heel ache (ing) forming
long silences tenth items listing scripting "liking your is, slipping"
another bench tiedup in perspective one tried convicted 100 others
soothed into sooth(ing) firm (ary) in behind wall protect (ed)
get up vomit "formal marriage" between s owing solutions "girl, you've
been fucked" badly 'irm from unspecified said it specious 'oping
carried throbbing bound down opposed "it can't be" deliberate amounts
in a bank in 'transit plaza' "one napping two four" breaking break three stairwell filled with earth for low said "this driver trace is mine ten minute rupture, you'll that wait" ten minutes incapable pardon principle'd 'inary plead ing excluding the established body conscience self that arrests the rare confidence penis 'nomenom "your altruistic ing (ally), liking?" as if 'lution loaded remains (d) 'istoring 'itched pale long silence "his, sliding, think" it is supported (seeing angels) that LAPD launched between lunch and the supper smoothing against it finds apparent soothed (furry) jump (ing) giving form articles long silence ten it signing up "liking scripting its is, slipping" one another one tiedup bank in perspective attemped convicted 100 others soothed in the firm sooth(ing) (ary) inside behind wall protects (ed) arises marriage" "formal vomit, between s" that must "girl solutions, you've been fucked" badly 'irm said unspecified 'oping specious loaded be "for the low opposite throbbing" can't limit deliberate amounts
9/21/2004
i.5.2.1.3
sharing [other signs]
telescope "not beginning"
D reacts (tion) shirt
off fast walking stop talk
"beginning tomorrow I will I
will I" turn bus up bus
up along shake waist
reach around "I'm going,
I'm going" huh huh pass stop
look backheadturn shaken'd 'scoped
"to have been possible" present
percocet evening (perfect) ly
meta hand'd 'jected sick "my friend"
bitter'd origin orient 'verge
choke ing first rather goal (less)
shake waist more "saying that organizing"
'erms 'eir wards 'oint
D reaction some "times" n
exis [tence] packed bags signed
away turnhead en'shake d'scope back
"had mind in" what(ed) whated
what even day during
jolly what converging
July days as
an origin first one goal +-
less place or one
"I'm just joking!" I'm just
D waits except screaming "I'm just!"
'ceived 'tached "can't be
tapered, must be coldly felt and
freed authorize'd phenol 'rivative
(D) I'm just, joking!" mar velous
sharing [beginning not telescope other signals ] D reacts the shirt (tion) is colloquy walking fast door that "beginning tomorrow me will I" will it turns the bus above to the long one the reach around "I'm that it goes, going" waist agitation I'm "to backheadturn shaken'd 'scoped look door ticket huh huh was possible" gift friend my sick ly (perfect) goal hand'd 'jected night percocet bitter'd east origin 'verge choke ing waist agitation objective first to rather (less) that "saying this organizing" 'erms to 'eir wards reaction 'oint D some "times" requirements n [tence] had packed in "signed absentee bags mind" had turnhead en'shake d'scope stops backwards what(ed) what ed that day glad uniform during days converging July as a first origin an objective + - little place or one joking! just "I'm, I'm, D just waits except crying out just!" I'm 'ceived 'tached "can't either well formed, must cold" be felt and only exempted phenol authorize'd 'rivative (d) I'm, joking! march ve lous