11/12/2003

Cahuenga II

A.

LADOT is running and is cheaper no visual cues not to E it's a figurative running the wind from a fly attempting to land hisher hand some seats reclined some to highlow to sit is

E says "the unconscious is re-structured, a chicken wire under a lathe & plaster(pale light red yellow)ed" repeat associations versus representations-pre buses blued striped boxes bound away the fires fire smoked into wind isn't

fuck fragments "let it flow like a river past Glendale" not St. Louis although (big syllable words) no smell to go and "why does he believe it's a lavatory?" that won't stop the bus it's a visible process isn't it

is conventional transportation whichthat disrupted down Cahuenga updown Temple to Benton & steps off and sits down on a bench (a bench assumption) not even a flux as you pull out a previous thinking and tie it to

B.

LADOT is functioning and is cheaper no visual suggestions not it and that the wind of a fly is a figurative corridor that tries to fill with earth the hand of hisher some seats had reclined some to highlow if to seat they are

and says "unconscious re-structured, a wire of the hen under a lathe & red clearly of plaster(pale yellow)ed" the associations of repeat(ing) against peeled boxes blued of the buses of representative-pre limit moved away the bound(ed) that

the fire smoked in the wind is not the fragments of the fuck "had left it to flow as a river after Glendale" St. Louis even so (great words of the syllable) none I do not smell to go and "why it believes it is one lavatory"

this will not stop the bus that is a visible process is not it is whichthat conventional of the transport disrupted below Temple of updown of Cahuenga the Benton & the stages are and sit down for low in a bank (an assumption of the bank)

not leveling a flow while you remove to think precedent and mooring cable the a

11/06/2003

Cahuenga I

E asks "what did I read?" one shoe one bare foot concept are not inadequate contradictions do not lead to a more ad-e-quate-ness left foot toes black it's all all all gray while sliding to

what what what? Temperature it's not finished now not failure is it coherent? is it finite? "oh god please hold my head in your hands" E lifts his left foot up then his right foot up

this bus no handicap services "mother fucking bus driver are idiots" and unceasing lined up ant hills ants with little books 'Oedipus book, libido book' the noise above: whir whir whir whir whir whir whir whir whirwhirwhirwhirwhirwhirwhirwhirwhir

baked finally the bread temperature turning/ed

singing,

"pencils in my hand red clouds hovering blue sky bands Jesus is a helicopter fluttering Over"

E's head up staring into the whirring a real itty itty itty built up with yakking yakking whirring around windows whirring to reflection whirring windows around E

11/05/2003

Van Nuys/Victory - 2

2
-the bus winds winding up Lankershim past Universal past Barham over the hills and into West Hollywood E weeps and walks singing "gotta get back, back gotta get to Cahuenga" crazy bug flying at -lights formation jet clouds pink and blue October dropping things dropping other things E sits and naps: the pain the lower right/left neck to shoulder pencils dancing dancing to Cole Porter drop it drop -bang klang crash splat splat bang ding dong crash splat E hears it the dropping the bus stopping the wheels popping eyes see smell it patterns dialectical conflict methane fumes as crash like splat as bang -crash klang bang splat band ding crash crash bang dong E still hears "it" dropping bus stop while wheels turning eyes popping smells see "it" still not changing not change "ya, can't wiggle into synthesis" portrayed as

2.1

the bus rolls the rolling up above of Lankershim after Universal after the Barham on mounts and in Hollywood occidental person and weeps and walks wild flight of the error to sing "started to start stops backwards, started it stops backwards starting the Cahuenga" in clouds of the spurt of the formation of the rose lights and the things leaving to fall blue of October that leave to fall others things and sit down and naps: pain the throat lowest of right/left to push the pencils that dance dancing to the drop of porter of Glue the drop splat and of the electric noise of dong of ding of the boom of splat of splat of the electric noise of klang of the boom it hears it to leave to fall the bus that for the wheels the land the eyes for seeing I smell that dong shaped emanations dialectical of methane of the conflict as the electric noise as splat as the boom and of the boom of the electric noise of the electric noise of ding of the band of splat of the boom of klang of the electric noise it still hears "--" the jamb of bus leaving to fall when the wheels that they turn the eyes that "ya wiggle while it still turns it" not to change not it "change portrayed cannot wiggle in the synthesis" as it as

11/04/2003

Van Nuys/Victory - 1

1

the park has trash cans trash and cans sometimes both out of the pocket forward in jeans coins of both the the park park cans of trash sometimes cans of clothing cloth clothes of

E thinks: there is a reason to reason where be here B thinks "oh, guardian, uh, you?" which one which of the two the two mother father the behind car hiding rear tire one right

three left in the/the in market lot parking of power versus power external/internal re-pressed? "what the hell do you think you are doing?" an LAPD cruiser blue uniform screams E steps back onto onto and

pay attention to the concrete surrounding the street the curb the flashing yellow lights mother and father and son and murdered one over the encourage-ment the cans cans park park cans of sometimes cloth clothing of clothes

11/02/2003

Los Angeles & 3rd - 3

3

let's shift our attention from questions to process an internal dialogue to outward world viewed un-effects of boiling rumination bad/good it's an answer from a future respecting the where the when-it the why-it the

how the skin reacts to direct sunlight hours eight of also dead touching forth-blood spurting again again arms crossed over E is concerned looking nails finger no nails no heal ing refusing help to need which

let's outer world changes of position our attention of questions to process an internal dialogue to the seen e-affects to boil it's of broods bad/good an answer to respect of the future where when-he why

-he how the skin reacts to direct hours eight of the light of the sun of the stirring ahead-blood also died that forth gushes again again the arms and excessive crossed-ing it talks about that that the

finger of the nails watches no nails no cure the ing who rejects aid to need which

11/01/2003

Los Angeles & 3rd - 2

2

son of Minos the simile a cow of spots three dead vat large hat in/of snakes eating herbs living along a chain link fence today "I'll trade you two cigarettes for a needle and thread" what intention reference you countered less of allowing

nets over character as power as science as pants in hand asking Hector returns to Troy fuck this that or E looks old today "I'm tired" locations: school factory prison trains run out to Pasadena

and Thetis warns B "you know those shoes?" yes those red joined street routing Trojans running across to the Mission running back with a toothbrush "wanna trade?" wanna legitimize practice mention that we are dancing tonight

de-centralized internal-ized restraint "pray me a new doggy, pray me" don't let me die honey not tonight wake me doggy pray me tonight as E sleeps no in knife-ing back slice death to bleed death to sliced

10/30/2003

Los Angeles & 3rd - 1

1

what where run of tents sun side three foot spots marked "get out of the 5 dollar a night to night" tent box tent box C's left eye going black slippers E's tennis shoes mark it internal pulled up guttural pulled out heart towing E sits against a fence head back sleeping sun side facing "it's not that hazy" an end or means action E stands scratching smiling across the intersection has mastery over his thinking viewing rationality focusing

hair gel as myth as created who in what where inter-science un-reiterate re-if-ication un-enchant produced-ed along the box housing neighbor

C blinks away the in-fection tries buckle it up where what smiling big smile E loves C loves her adapted a-domination her engineering her character planted spot in E's for-head tent box box tent moving process matter it bodies-y up ward

10/29/2003

Santee Alley 2

2

walk -away from the fashion district don't –press down enact not acting set I –and you over be I merely of -conceptions

but –nor than forgets then by thoughts tell no –but this and that your where except and –have into that for therefore and so will –that and were to

to –that and that to dangerous ban quet –know hard know love use gentle of yourself –glass yourself hear me myself me –eyes yoke of in heard

eye –turn lament just things itself face? cogitation –buried passion men war –neglect on grieved behavior myself –difference am

countenance –look you hand have gentle ness –late you desire in part do I course –pass march again upon face march hear –music me again calls

10/28/2003

Santee Alley 1

1

historian through (of in) hogwash looped/ fastened who obtains periods through (of in) possession maintain avoid "brought forth at birth"

explore the finger then the thumb: pack rations grant a "the" turn the chairs a quarter turn them proceeding past

lisping: B walks (reader intervention) importance taken you u (of in) sloth exercise forms reb-ell-ion reforms(ed) as one avoids

advantage advent edge inferior, 'the flower

in her hair blossoming-ing' a sun dried heart be-be-beating Adonis (simile) yours smelling lime likely diluted in a glass a

(of in) seas roiling er-coursing adding drops water (arrived) or not B walks hand around knob door twisting isting arrogate [claim without justification]

shoulders pushed forward standing chin chest today sullen minus one sullen minus two sullen three days ago prescript pre-jacket

pre-silence counting (of in) connect silence pre-blue eyes count looks of loving of love method pre-strained as power

hogwash historian (of in) looped through/obtaining-ed fast to possession to possessed unfast hold "forth brought avoid birth at"

10/23/2003

5th at Stanford

5th at Stanford a long line of ants crawl ing up Stanford heading to Fifth: Styrofoam Thai food H looks up and sees them disappear reappear over a rise in the cement line long stumbling pockets (not think) that walk to the next corner re-occur as as food waiting waiting so