Beaudry at First
to to to to conceptualize to reduce/renew a stable house/meaning to act inward away from the an outward larynx to oppose that tertiary thinking that written to
us/you as terms: life-less plus equals some one you/us know as secondary as as sociation arguing (under her breath) then writing in this concrete wall was a pre-speech a fore
warning undecided structured with in: under B's hat floating moths talking to the examining lice both obdurate "no please listen to me" oh fuck off up at the Bonaven
ture moth-1 says "get this unspecified decided thing out of your mouth" moth-2 "I won't take a position, not now" (Pound rolls over Der rida) lice-1 looks up at the street sign "say something emo
tionally rinding!" forget Carey Grant forget that movie with Spencer and Hepburn forget them all pull together your cameras survey it agree that you don't know if it's a fit
an intuitive issue your inten tion and lip flapping as if you knew before you spoke you you you equations of speech of tonguing to to to to to to to
10/09/2003
10/03/2003
Sunset at Beaudry
parallel to the Harbor freeway P's feet slip from out from her robe that's the pain used as interchangeably as means to a rest put a rest put and and and
suggesting abate-ment mercy in justice justice is signatures lined along side exactly opposite (not exactly) on hardened narrow street like as each toe
pulls slightly apart the air between 'the fresh air of morning cooling in the glow of the orange sunrise' P pulls out a letter and reads: Dear P, you have been cordially invited
to a cocktail fund raiser at the Disney Hall BBQ and Ball. Please rsvp by 12 12 12 12 12 1960 and and then eye up arm down leg forward 'ah Allah'
take or pick up one letter at the beginning forget that the time tells you to awake awake and then then then conduct just maintenance brooms on Sunset at Beaudry
and the proceeding continue: "Oh, horrible, oh horror, it's not a manner that's worthy" open it up reduce comparisons along statements about statements of playing fair interchang
ing your view that the time is telling you to "wake up and sing along with the beautiful world, world" raise it rear it respect nothing nor nourish those little rates (rats)
keep keep keep walking keep walking pull out that Woody Guthrie record and sing along "I'm leaving the border for a former life and job just let me stay I'll pretend to belong"
10/02/2003
6th and Spring - fall pre-fall
F picks up paper trash cups leaves from the gutter sidewalk humming and singing quietly "I'm free to fall to fall fall" down a stretch of 2nd street after walking away losing sense of time streets: maintenance careful temperate roving pages corners turned up folded over a face mayor Hahn against a Palestinian victims arm bleeding. up up into the bag into the can as not opposing moderately reactions resulting joined practically sing "my editor editor-ditor wants more syllabics syls... labs... ics ics... icsss" down down into the bag bag go bag saving the city from the massive trash piling on every street every Homeric- ic-ic, "would you call this environmentalism?" (surfeit) protection safe guarding conservationist singing Woody Guthrie 'Deportivo' one way two way roasted almonds on white toast miles out on the 101 to Ventura dotted:
from West valley Division bused to Van Nuys hearing sentencing bused to LA county
mens...
can you stay awake for days? it's physics, so they say at NYU or USC or UCLA or Berkeley or Stanford or John Hopkins, it's
Adverse to change not subject to adverse ness ness Take the external thought (some think it's action)
F pulls up his trousers
10/01/2003
6th and Spring - late late summer
why would she be defamed not only dead not only those (these) are the questions that can be asked whether looked at blindly/blank like: hit it hard take a word that no one (almost) knows/understands pick one power mixer with "wide" expression P listens carefully not knowing more though Iago walks back wards perhaps permanently unstructured no longer seeing through Punctuation, the picture or pictures that line walls thrown mutable still eyeballs never silent varia-tions whether dis-figured re-cripples ignorant grumbling "it's genre" it's billboards roman tic violent visions of a thousand fucking in the hills of Hollywood complete lust-land chemical helicopter sprayed full moon August "this isn't about self denial." it "I" has its place and arises everywhere every often making its victim "I" break down buy a gallon of gasoline and light up spell sections editorial souls out in third world space (person) the rocks between Mars and the dust in my eye "I" isn't a sum re lation on earth in perpetual description walk out de scribe walk in experience the exact speech but don't re member how it fit or how its des-cent echoed back singing:
(she's hiding in the bushes more or less a bride uncommon but luscious unsteady violently right
it's free & open the nature in her backyard it's honest 'oh, man' the oranges the grapefruit the limes the limes, 'oh, man')
9/24/2003
6th and Spring - late summer
August rolls nights of sleeping easier that days Of walking E on her side eyes open under Tarp Held up by a grocery basket No footsteps 3am
broken finger nails no hand cream bottles foot cream stacked as walks "don't" some say the interpretation isn't telepathic on Grand on based on structure on based broken hand cream no finger nails bottles as walls stacked foot cream "don't" interpretation isn't the some say telepathic based on on on Grand structure hand cream broken on based no as walls bottles finger nails stacked interpretation isn't "don't" foot cream the based on telepathic some say
9/23/2003
6th and Spring - summer again
the air in spirit appears disappears stupidity abounds and with one handed commands a transportation person in uniform & white gloves waves waves waves "What Cheer!" P whistles and the pigeons continue feeding on bread nothing new here here the heat has dropped a pan over L.A. a lid to some 'thunder lightening' no in the present some are working some are at peace some louder screeching above this weather that "Stop the Buses!" stop the cars 'YARE' bring it down stop it! P pulls off his pants and waits much cooler breezes the pigeons don't care and the boxers are plaid "FALL!" you daughter of an insolent a drowned art a shell breaking down in a leaky row boat (not a packet boat) morality rears up and the officer's waving begins the rites of summer of dogs dead in Pasadena the cat hung and disemboweled by a serialist: don't focus don't swallow don't look don't sniff the air don't reach out don't wipe your ass don't spend a quarter don't die not yet stop the water running stop the burning stop the perished vegetables waiting alone to be thrown out does the sky reflect the nature of human intelligence would you use a cloud as a comparison or metaphor or simile to decide if P is insane sans pants or sane in plaid? the words can be simple "like tiny raindrops or mist from the tubing over the entrance" the tubing the drops the water contain a message P knows it drops water tubing and whistling yes a pirate's sea chantey a devil in the grass clothes water tubing drops the hand waves the traffic stops the heat rises the sails swell the aerial display is spent
6th and Spring - late spring early summer
so... understanding in the... so the... taught like "uh, oh" thought and learning tight like another 'in' disposition with longing up the line of words, P & E now are feeding the pigeons one wears glasses lots of cotton jacket tennis shoes 'not an end point' (telos) and then just then E says "ordering ordering ordering I mean I mean no no no it's not not a a a significant significant" half a sandwich bottled water another bottle flattened the brooms brush away the ground the cement 'define it exclude all of it's past post-its on the wall little pictures of action rape murder blood swollen eyes broken fingers deep cuts across limbs usually razor cuts shit all over the floor the hole was missed think of it in terms of goals meta-goal meta-fuck meta (physics)' if you are then present write the remaining sentences but speak them into a... fuck principles & being 'get your culture and nature in order' E sits down looking at the street so...
9/22/2003
6th and Spring - spring
H often watches its shoes changing again to the bread and the doves that they feed five people to pass the warehouses opened in loudspeakers of the earpieces of the radios of the means the any electronic all electronic H often watch their shoes a store of the in the supplements out of service contracted great cables of the corner of the writings of the convention of the paper clip of the equipment of the food of the equipment of the film of the cars of Sprite of the tail of cocaine of Pepsi of the water and lights CHP of the equipment another passage of five people: H at night died yesterday in later of the accident of car finished a car parked in 80 miles per hour in the shoulder moments before the young adult of thought of the adolescent of the childhood of Lankershim Blvd. somewhere in that frame of the cells of brain of the time was parenting interrupted or a joined genetic tendency with abuse H of the mine of the methampheta one often watches its shoes bus to stop each to sometimes begin three of the minute simultaneously of the day for a end of the day for another one or all the part of a day mixed with the purses of the clothes for the sale "that this one is time it stopped in the edge of granularity " this one is the x-ray that defies before or after that H often watches its shoes on a meticulous period ten through the day that is every simultaneously last identical time emerges the meaning from shoes before H considers the shoes not more not ahead but also excluded/included last by temporary order, exhaustingly before "taken complexity of the competition" it is just that... a series of passages to traverse
9/20/2003
6th and Spring - late winter
H watches his shoes many times switching back to the Bread & pigeons feeding five people pass the open stores On Spring radios stereos headphones speakers any electronic All electronics H looks at his shoes many times a sandwich Shop on the corner water Pepsi Coca Cola Sprite large trucks And equipment lights cables contracted off duty CHP film Crew food crew clipboard convention scripts extras another Five people pass: H died last night in a car accident rear Ended a parked car at 80 miles an hour on the shoulder just Before Lankershim Blvd. thinking childhood teenager young Adult somewhere in that frame of time brain cells were Disrupted parenting or a genetic tendency coupled with methampheta Mine abuse H watches his shoes many times the buses stop Every minute sometimes three at a time beginning of the day For one end of the day for another or all part of the a day mingled With bags of clothes for sale "this is time stopped on the edge Of a granularity?" this is the x-ray that defies before or after H watches his shoes many times over a ten minute period Throughout the day each time it's identical to the last time the Meaning of shoes emerge before H sees the shoes not Not later but later also excluded/included by temporal Order, exhaustingly before "fuck the contest" complexity Is just that... a series of footsteps through
9/19/2003
6th and Spring - winter
let go of the details, the formality sum mer and bath review for a continuation it's red with hearts brown for blood dried on purpose the body odor vomit
ticks fleas cat litter up then without structuring with 'here' the thickness recedes minor waves enormous ly balanced syntax some sizes shoes some type feet a usage
a region: singing 'requiem' to rejoicing to moaning not mourning, foot tapping left/right left/right right/right/left/right right/left/left/right relent less the mouthing of words heard
passing by words and ringing ticks fleas utter it once or twice or spell it again over more more again over once backed into details again stretched smaller words