9/23/2003

6th and Spring - late spring early summer

so... understanding in the... so the... taught like "uh, oh" thought and learning tight like another 'in' disposition with longing up the line of words, P & E now are feeding the pigeons one wears glasses lots of cotton jacket tennis shoes 'not an end point' (telos) and then just then E says "ordering ordering ordering I mean I mean no no no it's not not a a a significant significant" half a sandwich bottled water another bottle flattened the brooms brush away the ground the cement 'define it exclude all of it's past post-its on the wall little pictures of action rape murder blood swollen eyes broken fingers deep cuts across limbs usually razor cuts shit all over the floor the hole was missed think of it in terms of goals meta-goal meta-fuck meta (physics)' if you are then present write the remaining sentences but speak them into a... fuck principles & being 'get your culture and nature in order' E sits down looking at the street so...

9/22/2003

6th and Spring - spring

H often watches its shoes changing again to the bread and the doves that they feed five people to pass the warehouses opened in loudspeakers of the earpieces of the radios of the means the any electronic all electronic H often watch their shoes a store of the in the supplements out of service contracted great cables of the corner of the writings of the convention of the paper clip of the equipment of the food of the equipment of the film of the cars of Sprite of the tail of cocaine of Pepsi of the water and lights CHP of the equipment another passage of five people: H at night died yesterday in later of the accident of car finished a car parked in 80 miles per hour in the shoulder moments before the young adult of thought of the adolescent of the childhood of Lankershim Blvd. somewhere in that frame of the cells of brain of the time was parenting interrupted or a joined genetic tendency with abuse H of the mine of the methampheta one often watches its shoes bus to stop each to sometimes begin three of the minute simultaneously of the day for a end of the day for another one or all the part of a day mixed with the purses of the clothes for the sale "that this one is time it stopped in the edge of granularity " this one is the x-ray that defies before or after that H often watches its shoes on a meticulous period ten through the day that is every simultaneously last identical time emerges the meaning from shoes before H considers the shoes not more not ahead but also excluded/included last by temporary order, exhaustingly before "taken complexity of the competition" it is just that... a series of passages to traverse

9/20/2003

6th and Spring - late winter

H watches his shoes many times switching back to the Bread & pigeons feeding five people pass the open stores On Spring radios stereos headphones speakers any electronic All electronics H looks at his shoes many times a sandwich Shop on the corner water Pepsi Coca Cola Sprite large trucks And equipment lights cables contracted off duty CHP film Crew food crew clipboard convention scripts extras another Five people pass: H died last night in a car accident rear Ended a parked car at 80 miles an hour on the shoulder just Before Lankershim Blvd. thinking childhood teenager young Adult somewhere in that frame of time brain cells were Disrupted parenting or a genetic tendency coupled with methampheta Mine abuse H watches his shoes many times the buses stop Every minute sometimes three at a time beginning of the day For one end of the day for another or all part of the a day mingled With bags of clothes for sale "this is time stopped on the edge Of a granularity?" this is the x-ray that defies before or after H watches his shoes many times over a ten minute period Throughout the day each time it's identical to the last time the Meaning of shoes emerge before H sees the shoes not Not later but later also excluded/included by temporal Order, exhaustingly before "fuck the contest" complexity Is just that... a series of footsteps through

9/19/2003

6th and Spring - winter

let go of the details, the formality sum mer and bath review for a continuation it's red with hearts brown for blood dried on purpose the body odor vomit

ticks fleas cat litter up then without structuring with 'here' the thickness recedes minor waves enormous ly balanced syntax some sizes shoes some type feet a usage

a region: singing 'requiem' to rejoicing to moaning not mourning, foot tapping left/right left/right right/right/left/right right/left/left/right relent less the mouthing of words heard

passing by words and ringing ticks fleas utter it once or twice or spell it again over more more again over once backed into details again stretched smaller words

9/18/2003

6th and Spring - fall again

winter hasn't finally going to arrive standing on the corner by the check cashing place 90 degrees smoke in the sky winter isn't not finally happening as some wish as wishing is suspended and dependent "we look at the conditionally" remember respect and arrest shrug the shoulders and shiver as the advance "causing distress" the river heading east on spring is dry someone writing about D three flights up stood up and money for meth? 12 flights up to the roof looking out is this the case of experience the 'ing' on the end of nothing that's less & more itself of itself-ing inattentive occupied but lost in faculty? H notices a reflection a guitar a shadow a mirrored image on the inside glass the showcase the absolute dissolve limited by sunlight filter-ing around

9/17/2003

6th and Spring - Fall

Derrida stood up after breakfast and fainted � keep escape assist calf loss: sloppy ways in feeding anyone above five the crusty end is buttered up 'you' help yourself toit to it. Wayne Shorter blew it out the tiller the rudder functions like this. Can only hear the tags moving around the body of each myth focused into a dozen stories nails arcane fitted nose something water water water soap � oration broadened out flat "say, do you want to write something together?" you know noisy southern Mexico study clothes purple without the viewing before burial the yellow washed walls the darkdark room below the alter 6x6 footfoot wooden planks. H says, "next we we will bring the the bricks in in, the fences are are done the foundation is is poured." Poured into a tea cup earl gray after 10 minutes (too long) emptied into the sink a full cup of rancid teatea (too long)

9/04/2003

6th and Spring - summer

From Devonshire division bussed to Van Nuys From guilty to county from county to New shoes don't fit walking fast favor Ing the left arm swinging wildly

Tuna sandwiches center Measured from the knee eating Napkins paper Plates spring rolls buzzing around Two ears No nostrils eyelids

The temperature of the surface reflect Ing back into the windshield filtered Water dripping again through to be Routed Bakersfield to Mojave

Eighty people along one stretch of fence parking lot one Plastic out house for all no one using "it smells like Shit" pull up your pants wrap the plastic bag in another (After a quick hand wipe)

Winter then subject Watching a smile start end One eye Focused above the right ear Spring sets the Table knife

9/03/2003

9th and Olympic - somehow

13

Somehow exploring the "I" Somehow exploring the pain of "I" Somehow exploring the moments be Fore and af Ter the pain of "I"

Somehow W gets up standing Stumbling falling standing stumb Ling falling: once pictured as a Blossom described in a poem Where love is compared No, a meta Phor for an opening heart

Doorknob doorjamb door Way somehow W has enter Ed his room. Finger on the wall Lightly rubbing away a silver fish Thinking what "I" This "I" this rubbed Eye is mine?

There is a picture above the Bed Of a pitcher of "pain" wait Ing To be poured out into The Hole in W's head W waits W "I"

8/28/2003

9th and Olympic - excrete

12

excrete my leftovers on you F_U_C_K this arrangement regard it as another class 'a sort of' new/old soul meets stupidity in all of its or their emotion al moral, "to night I sing and speak," the tongue is stuck arranged along W's teeth licking 'to some extent' the walls of intellec tual excrete all s h i t into grouped by common at tribute: a group standing on the corner silently waiting for an other person/animal to ap pear and apple supplies ar ranged by type and dur ation "forming nouns from/in soto vo ce" lose the s's don't lose the uric the tinkling the trip back up the backwards eyeing the forgetting specified instructions lacking expression treatment water receiving discharg ing in a shallow grave urinate remember this is not about anything no thing no cul ture no one – the group disperses/walks away one corner. another

8/27/2003

9th and Olympic - Concentrate and

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Concentrate and pass One signature is one More sign W cannot understand that no Equaling five divided by Two no

Three fingers raised accepted in Salute in surpass Ing a

The elimination of thought when Singing "I'm moving On I'm crawling away" Socks are gone today and

Shoes are worn Tennis hat back pack

Remember the Coat? Concentrate And/or disregard the Dirt and three Week stench of cloth and

Body forgo the shower Crawl into a Box under a plastic sheet Home home

Home singing "Fly Fly, fly I'm on my Way" my

My my approved credit In heaven I'm warm "Today

In heaven I can excrete my Soul on you"