12 Months on 7th - 12
12
be relative rather that one or the other one more stab at ending a habit that walks away toward Olympic counts souvenirs plastic bottles bags aluminum cans molding into flat plates a map a route H has taken many times walking stopping laughing loudly and speaking to the wall the building wall the entrance that says "no entrance today maybe tomorrow get a badge," but badges aren't anywhere I go no stores no pharmacies no cats gagging on saltine crackers the privilege or do you say "presence?" one or this one H is thinking a shower bottled water maybe 'soap' getup and into a falling water flowing "are you connected by blood?" soap and dirt remember those literary criticism classes? The questions flow down the street and sink into the 'big' hole to San Pedro did this did that that did this and (like in good novels) 'suddenly' the scene changes and suddenly H is in a room 20 dollars a night don't focus on the big picture just look down at the night stand table 4 bottles (small) of vodka 3 bottles of tequila 2 bottles of jack daniel's 1 bottle of aquavit all single shot bottles let's mix and match: back down on the cement someone is sleeping under a blue tarp no thinking but dreaming about eating ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah someone maybe 'you' does the speaking props up the intellectual thoughts (oh, ideas) Plato got stuck in the mud in/out in/out and onward walking along looking over the curb into the drain plastic bags on the brick sidewalk. Mr. Suitcases has found a grassy area by the 3rd Street tunnel
12.1
be relative something that one or another one plus a stab in finishing a habit that walks far
towards the plastic bottles of the Olympic memories of the accounts packs the tins of aluminum which they mold in
the flat plates a map that a route H has often taken that walked stopping to laugh in a high voice and speaking to the wall the wall of the building the entrance goes that that says entered the? no it obtains perhaps tomorrow a currency today? But aren't of currencies anywhere no warehouses no pharmacies no cats that gag ignition skips cakes the privilege or you dice "presence" or H is thinking of "soap about
skillful bottle of the water perhaps" getup and are that flows of the water that falls that you connected by blood? the soap and the dirt remember those literary classes of the critic: The questions flow under the street and they sink in a big hole to San Pedro did this did
the
one that did this and (like in good novels) "suddenly" the scene changes and H is suddenly in a room 20 dollars a center of don't suddenly at night in the right glance of the great
picture down in the bottles of the table the support at night (small) bottles of the tequila vodka 2 bottles of daniel's of the cat one single bottle of aquavit that all the bottles of the shot are mixed and
which they match: the back part down in the cement somebody is sleeping under tarp blue no thought but dreaming over eating ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah somebody questions "you" it makes the supports of speech upon the
intellectual thoughts (oh, ideas) that Plato in/out obtained to patch in the mud in/out and forwards walking throughout watching on the street one in the plastic purses of one in the sidewalk of the brick. Mr. Suitcases has found a grassy area by the 3rd tunnel of the street
8/06/2003
8/05/2003
12 Months on 7th - 11
11
Watching stairs Then abandoning This is how the Narrative thought Details can be Little pieces pebbles Discerned the Thrown by tires Structure present Little pop eyes Pulling out an Pebbles talking Orange, "oh metaphor Chattering saying For terra" stairs "I picked up a bottle Lead the blind of wine this morning." To the ideas the After waking up. So Newspaper coverage Many drunken pebbles
No underwear these shorts are all that exist along with a t-shirt and old Nike's a cane and Converse hat leaning over breathing heavily cigarette in mouth delivering a nickel a dime a nickel a nickel to ride sitting "How are you?" was a telepathic 'hello' another person looks expectantly at: write a short note that describes the staircase... up, up, up "you" the big "I" that removes pieces of fingers severed by sums "stupid movie" oh shirt do "you" the I that inhabits this page grasp the ending of the movie?
8/03/2003
12 Months on 7th - 10
10
getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup count them twenty four five people here count them talking talking to each other other incessantly talking getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup pages of a magazine ripped out and dropped covering the floor the entry way the entrance the stair way leading in getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup getup
8/01/2003
12 Months on 7th - 9
9
Blinding yellow light Hands hands grappling Gray faces through Closed eyes Through ripping Cloth through ...E's barely conscious, "see those?" Oxygen mask taped down "see Those?" Shoes off disinfectant hands Hands "See these Open wounds?" Figueroa is empty now no Cars none Walking head dead Package under the left arm Newpapers under the right taken Earlier in the Morning while Looking for money for breakfast While waiting While the "It's Simply not Ok to steal from others." The big face Said while waiting Tucking the package behind the Tire of A parked Honda Civic with Orange green Trim while waiting Sitting forward fingers wrapped around His neck to Stop talking To stop Blood flow to Stop the catapults from firing To stop The rock hurled Over the high walls into Stop the invading the ones Who don't stop Who stop Flashlights waving flares burning while Waiting while Waiting while blind
7/31/2003
12 Months on 7th - 8
8
working off the fat of the last hundred years is hard. H has to stop and read each sign that comes to him. the buses are harder to read the repetition though finally announces the subject never does it change until one morning another sign has replaced not z, y, x ever or find a plasma tv in a store window (usually it's just alluded) take a prone state and watch silently for hours or minutes or seconds. his coat sleeve is torn around the buttons (watching the hole) loose threads single gray brown black blue from the hole a head appears big white teeth laughing jerking around, "take the signifier, apple," the face is bright red and disappears through the front door all is silent except for the occasional bus or car take the preposition and place it in the can take a verb and drop it after a name: two big feet seeing nothing but staying still a halo glows from the window
7/30/2003
12 Months on 7th - 7
7
"can each part be as important?" H is reading the L.A. Times opinion section from from from 2 weeks ago, ago. "can each word be..." H looks up at the 7th Galleria, "is it whole?" forget it. stamped on the, stamped on the sidewalk, stamped on the sidewalk is a Che Guevara silhouette. two buses roll by (what subject?) to South Park Staples Center and on, on and the flies hover overhead waiting to land circling waiting for the grammar to correct itself waiting for the punctuation to end and reappear as if: they… the period, comma, exclamation, quotation marks would cross the street to be with the downtown library. oh shit! up the street a man is walking fast eyes furiously looking for a slow walker one walker with a wallet. CRASSSHHH! "oh, sorry." And on down the cement walking path he went H gets up and turns around
7/29/2003
12 Months on 7th - 6
6
W can't tie his shoes this morning no bending no reaching no one to hear what is written "oh at odds," identity and the walking up the street footstep after footstep, "what do you do with it," now isn't interesting enough for a remembered breakfast in St. Louis or Peoria – OK remember all that no one is really behind it all: the temperature has dropped 10 degrees you can't do this well and do another better drop it in a trash can think it can be learned the technique and good 'god' work at it over and over and over
7/28/2003
12 Months on 7th - 5
5
one being the two being again one then following street lights standing 500 meters apart (not L.A. language) the bus driver pulls over the doors open looking ahead after looking at her watch the same subject and people: pardonable acts on the staircase blanket martyr man walking in open toed shoes asking for nothing not nothing to ask for to begin the stop watch and stop it as if going to the end was a knowledgeable knowing all not all anyway self conscious impression mirrored in the restaurant windows faces looking back amid the others "is it impression really, or the need to know?"
5.1
one that is both that they are again lights of a street of following that are stopped 500 meters of separated (L.A non-language.) the pulls of the driver of the bus on the doors the same subject and people open to anticipate after watching its clock: the acts pardonable in the stairs cover the man with martyr that walks in the shoes touched with the end of the foot open which they do not request anything nothing not to request to begin the shutdown clock and to stop it as if going to the end or it was informed knowing all not all anyway reflected conscious impression of the one same one in the faces of the windows of the restaurant which they seemed back in the middle of others "is the impression really it, or the necessity to know"
7/27/2003
12 Months on 7th - 4
4
incrustation around the lid of the peanut butter jar empty fixed in character variable in extent pointing north dash board compass saying "supernatural events influenced by..." to the naked (no glasses, lenses, laser cuts) eye pulled by the thirteenth letter of the alphabet – surrender get down on your knees and kiss the cement (imagine the dirt below) dream about a cocktail from the fifties remember? The electric train went to Corona went to Long Beach:
4.1
incrustation around to the premises of the specified protection of the emptiness of the bottle of character of the peanut in the 0 variables of the letter in the width, of that has the reference that the compass of the north of the cover of the warning of the introduction interested of directed "supernatural of the cases... (the crystals of glass, are against, cut to him of the laser) with the luminous eye cocktail of marked years 50, the end to remember if of tenth letter three of the transmission of the extensions of the alphabet for deeply inside his nose and covered the glue ideal (the dirt for smoothly is I use fact), ignited? the course that the electrical worker was to the crown was to regulate the length in the beach:
4.2
incrustation around to the premises of the specified protection of the emptiness of the bottle of character of the peanut in the 0 variables of the letter in the width, of that has the reference that the compass of the north of the cover of the warning of the introduction interested of directed "supernatural of the cases... (the crystals of glass, are against, cut to him of the laser)with the luminous eye cocktail of marked years 50, the end to remember if of tenth letter three of the transmission of the extensions of the alphabet of for deeply inside his nose of and covered the of glue ideal of (the dirt for smoothly of is I use fact), of ignited? the course that of the electrical worker was to the crown of was to regulate the length of in the beach:
4.3
incrustation of protection of of width, of north of interested of crystals of. with the of end of: transmission of inside of smoothly of electrical of length of
7/26/2003
12 Months on 7th - 3
3
The bed is Centered against the forward wall A toilet A lavatory cold water only A window Above the porcelain Wooden floor No rug single bed directly Across from a Door north Picture hanging to the left Low drawers east No landscape not Interior either as no cycle Or imitation Before now Cement floors bars a bench Low ceiling twelve Others staring into each others Eyes waiting for Movement waiting To go Forget this Smell to Forget this waiting To walk away to walk The room is Four floors is Up stairs musty smell is Another scent is The memory beauty Is once enjoyed Once repelling once Remembered once A spiritual experience an agreement (a dead angel fallen once) The pigeons come in the window Shitting all Over the room Plastic sheeting covers the bed Only for sleeping All else Is layered by years by Dust in those layers by Remnants of moisture in lines The pigeons come in the window Shitting all Over the room Plastic sheeting covers the bed Only for sleeping All else Is layered by years by Dust in those layers by Remnants of moisture in lines